Randomness...

I am in one of “those” moods today..what is those mood? Yes yes, ofcourse I’ll elaborate on that. What did you think? I’ll write that and leave you to figure it out yourself?? Hell no , I am not that mean also.

I woke up feeling nothing, I know some of you will say how can you feel nothing but that’s what I call when I don’t feel strongly about anything. I am not sad, I am not happy, nor am I excited about my day ahead. Basically I could care less attitude, more or less actually. No no its not the same as apathy, when I feel nothing, I just go through the day without thinking, just doing stuff I am supposed to do. Get it now? No? ok nevermind…just read, this is for me anyways. So yea, I woke up feeling nothing. I feel that a lot these days, its not that nothing’s happening in my life. My new job is pretty cool, even if it doesn’t keep me busy all the time. I just came back from a fanta-bulous trip to Goa, I have been keeping in touch with old friends( kudos to me, I suck at keeping in touch) and I had a pretty decent weekend with my maternal family. I met my aunt who is in amrika and is here for a bit, whom I am pretty close to as I lived with them for almost 2 years when I was in the issstates. So yea, there’s no gaping hole in my life then why do I feel “nothing” most days???

Oh, Ex and I have been chatting almost everyday recently. I make it a point not to message him when I see him online and wait till he sends me a message (petty I know, but I need to feel that he wants to chat with me instead of feeling he’s talking to me coz he doesn’t want to be rude) and its been good. I always like to keep in touch with ex’s unless its been a meaningless fling or we had no connection at all. Yes I accept, I am one of “those”. I hope we can go back to being friends where we can call each other to crib about work, or just because we are bored. I don’t like the awkwardness between us right now.

What’s with all the CIO’s wearing identical black blazers?? I saw 5 ..yes FIVE people today who came to our office to meet my boss( who was also wearing a black blazer) wearing the exact same black blazers. C’mon guys, experiment a little, how about adding some color around here??

I am bored…Bored…BORED….BORED (hehe…I had fun doing that). How do I kill time at work when I cant play games and have to be super careful while surfing too. Sadly my desk is visible to everyone who walks in and out of our office area. Right by the door, and that too with my back to it and right outside my boss’s cabin. HOW, I ask am I supposed to goof around ! (silent thanks to Alt+Tab who makes life a little simpler)

Ok that’s it for now..2 more hours to go…Hmmmnn…