Before I get onto my actual mind boggling question which has been bothering me since morning a quick weekend update.- the extended weekend (felt like that coz I worked on Monday and then yest was an off for Christmas again, btw Merry Xmas everyone)..so yea my weekend was more like a movie marathon. I managed to clear all my backlog of hindi movie watching (yea I m a sucker for mindless crap). Also caught up with my college friends , lets call them Ads and Tee, whom I haven’t met in ages and spent a lot of quality time with them. Ads and me went for a movie on sat, and again yest. Tee couldn’t make it both times because she was busy doing christmasy stuff at home. We all go to tee’s house ever year for xmas and hog on marzipan and rum cake yummmm and it’s a whole lotta fun. Planning to take them for their first theatre experience this weekend – hope I can convert them.
Ok so now to the dilemma of my life. My ex and I have been bonding quite well recently (the whole story sometime later) since we broke up almost 6 months ago. When we broke up we couldn’t even stand to be in the same room with just the 2 of us. Thankfully that’s changing now, since we always got along really well. You know when you have like a ‘connection’ with someone? We totally get each other, like the same kinda things, both read a lot, love theatre and the list is endless. But I think we both expected very different things from a relationship and failed miserably while trying. So yea after a month or so of being absolutely nasty with each other we realized that we should atleast make an efforts in being friends also we didn’t have much choice since we worked in the same office ( yea yea I know all abt office relationships but still..). So now he and another colleague of mine from the old office are going to be in goa for new years as they both have weddings to attend and he is asking me to join them for new years. I don’t know if it’s a smart thing to do or not. Since I am not able to finalize any other new years plans and the alternative would be to be stuck in Bombay with most of friends out of town, he’s been insisting that I go. The first time I heard from my other friend , lets call him Brr that he asked me to go to goa I thought Brr was just pulling my leg. But again this morning he insisted that I come to Goa and I’ve been wondering should I or shouldn’t I ? Will it make things awkward? What if I do something stupid like get drunk and try to plant one on his face?( I know he wont, coz he has the will power of a ..i dunno..really good will power and I have no control whatsoever) …
So..yea still not able to decide what to do, I want to go but I don’t want to make things uncomfortable.
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